According to chemistry, alcohol IS a solution.


Spike Island

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So maybe I’ll try writing

I haven’t written any of my thoughts in a long time - not since I wrote about homosexuality, and conflicts with my family, and realizing that I’ll never convince my dad it’s not bad.  

I don’t know if it’s the medicine, or my new relationship(s), or perhaps just plain busyness… It’s just I feel like I haven’t felt anything in a long while.  Nothing worth writing about at least.  

There was the night that I stared at my paper clips in my desk drawer.  So many colors to choose from.  I unfolded one and laid it next to me; stared at the wall.  My veins were sticking out - pretty purple and blue.

But that was nothing.  There still wasn’t any feeling there.  

You visited.  I liked how your hair was tousled and messy and fell over your eyes.  But it was okay.  We got lunch and your nose turned pink from all the hot sauce.  I think I had fun.  I wasn’t sad at least.  I thought I would be.  I thought it would toss my emotions into play again.  

But still, it was nothing.  There still wasn’t any feeling there.

So maybe that’s the problem.  It’s not that I have too many emotions that I don’t know what to do with them.  It’s that I have none.  I can’t even write about them.  I want to be a person again.   

Something tells me Vicodin is not a good pair with my personality.  It makes me feel crazy again.

Flat affect.


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"what’s a queen without her king?" well, historically, better

When we make a good thing the ultimate thing, that’s when it ruins everything.
Mike Donehey (via kendalls-kaleidoscope)


Middle Earth Travel Posters - Created by The Green Dragon Inn

Prints are available for sale on Etsy.

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Ken Doll Prison Shank, taken off a prisoner in a London Metropolitan Police station in 2013.

I am the sea and nobody owns me.
Pippi Longstocking (1997)

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Def lizard

Holland Roden photographed by martina tolot for line magazine S/S 2014

I: If you were to act along side any male lead of you choice to play your love interest, who would it be?
H: Well, any male lead? Michael Shannon. Love interest? Hmm, that’s a tough one. I’m going to plead the fifth, or go with Dane DeHaan.

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